new life ;)

 hari nee genap 1 week sy singlee . sy start single 9 june 2o12 . um yeahh ! sy try fikir positive jaa kenapa kami breakk . hehh im okay with that . ill try to move on .sy tau sy dapat cuma perlu masa (: sy try single selama yg bolehh ;3 cuma susah utk sy mao happy cause kami break bukan pasal gaduh , curang atau apa apa jaa laa . kami break pasal something yg mmg nda boleh ubahh ;') so , walau macamana pun kami kac kekal ne relationship , tetap break juga tuu . yeahh , maybe teda jodohh . lagipunn sy pun baru tau yg dea still syg ex dea :O HAHA nemind . i'm okay with that .dea pun mao move on so , knp sy tida kn ?tp sy move on bukan b'erti sy lupa dea, bukan b'erti sy stop sayang dea and bkn b'erti sy benci dea ;) just mao blajar hidup tanpa dea . cause skg kami lansung nda contact .if sy ada prob pun sy tetau mao cer sama sepa .terpaksa simpan sendiri sendiri (: padahal dulu dea pernah minta satu if kami break . even kami break and time tuu kami ada husband and wife ,dea still mao kami b'contact . then dea pernah janji and dea janji tuu time b'day sy , dea janji if tida busy .dea still mao jumpa sy .tp nemind . sy faham yg dea nda dapat buat janji dea .sy okay baaa (: banyak lagi tuu janji dea tp sy okay if dea lupa . yg penting dea happy . cuma if dea perlu someone , sy hoping dea cari sy . at least sy ada time dea perlu someone . even sy bukan dea punya lagi :') sy tetap sayang dea mcm sy syg dea slalu :3 i love him everyday <3 hope dea jumpa org yg bole kac happy dea . skg sy mao restart hidup sy lg . sehhh ! HAHA focus on my studyy , insyaAllah . jaga my mom ,cause dea sakit now ;'( pray for her k ? um hope dea cepat sembuhh . love her so much. um tu fone pun sy nda t'jaga sudah skg . habis battery pun nda perasan baa . save creds lg .hehehehe ;3 nda baa .sabri balik'balik call or text pun nda telayan baaa -.- sampai dea ingat sy marah dea . HAHAHA kesian kawan aku nee . tiba tiba lg c sabri dtg mood panggil sy sayangg . likee derrrr -.- biru juga mata tuu anak nnt . hehh and and and SAYA RINDU MAO KENA PANGGIL 'SAYANG' :(k finee , byeeee 

happy 9th monthsary sayang :)

hye luke :D happy monthsaryy babyy .um first , you buat me suka you kn? then you buat me sayang sangat sama you , trus you buat me rasa sangat special bagi you <3 then you buat me rasa TAKUT utk k'hilangan u . you buat lg me rasa yg me perlu you setiap masa .you buat me fall in love again and again 'everyday' . you buat me happy .you buat me rasa yg you always bole jaga me  .you buat me rasa save if sama you . you buat me rasa sunyi if teda you .you sanggup buat apa jaa asal me happy ;p even me tau ini nd akan kekal . tp me always sayang you k  ?hehe !


# sayang ? i know that one day we will never be accepted but i still love you like right now <3 i will always love you . k k k?   mwahs :)


this year kita banyak dpt masalah kn syg ,tp tida pa baa (: me tau yg bukan niat you pun mao kac sakit me kn ? tp you baaaaa -.- jahat ! kin panas .you tau yg me nd suka tu benda tp you still buat :/ nemind . i hate you -.- you tau jgk kn me always benci you ;p degil baa you ni . eee ! tp me sayang . heheh .


# you've already been changed ,but i'm afraid that maybe the next tomorrow you will change to that person back again.
um okay . i'm done . i'm off to bed now :) goodnight sayang :D 

25th march 2012 :) sundayyyyy .jalan wth my sayanggg :)

awww <3 hari ni kami ngam ngam 8 months 1 day (: ehehe . alhamdulillah . um lepas jaa dari Gaya Street td p buat kajian ,trus jalan jalan p Suria Sabah sama kawans :3 lepas jaa makan trus jalan jalan kejapp . direct jalan kaki p Centre Point :) punyaa penat -.- mao patah ni kaki . HAHA ! tapi tida paa , yg pentingg happy .kans ?
time d cp ,tgk fonee low bet :) trus minta kawan durang shamaya and azieyra p cari kedai digi .mao charge fonee .lepas tuuu p kfc cause aziey teringin mao p makan sana -.- apa tidak , awal pagi suda gastrik muntah muntah ;p ciann deaa .haha ! um lepas jaa dari sana trus p cari tempat yg bole stay stayy .dekat dgn body shop tuu (: cause mao tnggu my sayang and boy c shamaya dtg sana .
jam 1 lebi gituuu tiba tiba ada sora cute datanggg ,dea cakap 'tumpangg laluuu' . sekali sy tgk . ehhhh ? my sayang pulaa tuu . pny happy time tuu tp penat ni . mengantukk lg ;p ahaha ! trus sy tukar tmpt duduk sama shamaya . then suru dea duduk sebelah . dea duduk jaa direct sy letak kepala d bahu dea . then dea peluk sy :') tapi kuat mengacau ni baa .gitu ramai org sana laa juga dea p mencubit then p mengigit ;p adoii .ahaha
trus nd lamaa badriz pun dtg . then kami p fun square cause aziey mao p sana ;p trus tny aziey napa mao p sana dea sendiri netau kenapa -.- pny teda hala tuju time tuuu . trus c luke culik sy skejap time tuuu . ahahah ! nd baa m dea mao bawa sy jalan jalan . first tuu , dea bawa p popularr cause mao beli barangg . then telampau ramai nd jd . then p eaton ,buli buli sy nmpak dyrul sana sama gf dea ;p cepat cepat sy chaw ni . trus smentara sy tnggu dea sy p kedai everythings different . awww :) mmg suma different laa sana . aha ada satu meow :3 SANGAT cute . tp patung laa . 3o - 5o lebi jaa .eee ! sy mao ;p but , nemind . aha
lepas dari sana kami naik balikk p fun square , dea cakap mao beli minuman ;p then sy tny dea ' y ? haus kaa ?' trus dea cakap 'aah ? nd laa , nd jd laa ;p ' sowt kn ? hahahaha ! suda d fun square dea p beli minuman . dea tny sy mao apa , then sy cakap sy tida mao . cause sy pun netau sy mao apa that time ;p trus dea kac beli tuu kacang soya -.- ragu ragu ni mao ambi cause sy nd brapa pandai minum tu benda ;p tp sy ambi jaa . ahaha ! 
trus kami stay sana kereta mainan ultraman ;p jd budak budak kejapp . trus boringg ni . dea bawa jalan d warisan ;) sy on jaa .jalan jalan jalannn dea p jumpa steve sana . pny tekejut sy time tuu cause luke lansung nd ctauu . tp dea friendly , so okayy ja laa . ahaha ! trus kami chaw dea bawa naik tngga . dea cakap ' sayangg , me netau ni mcm mao p cp balik ' sy senyum jaaa . then muka serious balik ;p HAHAHA ! jahat ohh sy . trus dea tarik , patah balik mao turun tangga .dea cakap ' nd baa sayang . bukan sini . trus sy merungut ni . sy cakap ' sayangggggggg baaaa , me penat ni . mao turun lg ? ' dea ketawa jaa aah -.- pdhal time tuu kaki sy bengkak cause telampau banyak jalan ;p
sy cakap ' angkat me cepat :/ ' dea tarik tgn sy then p sebelah sy . trus dea angkat p turun tu tangga . awww <3 punyaa baik my baby ni . hahaha ! sanggup baa .trus jalannn p kedaiii . dea nmpak gelangg (: smart . lama lama sy tunjuk ada satu gelang kulit ular :E eeeee ! pny bikin geli . trus dea tarik mcm sengaja cause dea mao ambi tu gelang kac sy . yuks ! pny annoying my sayang . sy lari jaa , dea letak tu gelang , dea bawa lg sy  jalan p kedai lg satuu .sama jgk ada jual gelang gelang sana . sy nd perasan ni dea still mao kac kena sy . sy pusing trus dea hug dari belakangg . dea cakap ' SAYANGG ' skali sy tgkk , dea guna tuuu gelang ularr :O pny sy mao triak time tuuu .eeee ! truss jalan jalan jalan lgg . trus pulanggg p cp balik (:
tapii kn , sepanjangg jalan tuu dea pegang jaa tgn sy :3 miss baa ni sama dea now :') then everytime sy hug dea  or dea hug sy mmg badan dea lembut brabis ni . pny mcm babyyyyy . and thats y sy melekat jaa d bdn dea . ahahahaha ! anuuu , syg dea sgt :) k laaaaa , penat suda niiiiii ;p chaw duluuuu k ? hehehe
 

thanks sayang (:

berapa kurun lama suda sy nd update ni blog ? HAHAHA XD aihhh ! boringg ni , ni bulan banyak sangat dugaan yg Allah bagi ngan sy ni :'( stress suda . nasib ada org yg tersayang yg always melekat sma sy (: thanks sayang . thanks cause always ada time me perlu you , thanks cause already jaga me dgn baik (: thanks cause bagi me tenang time me stress or nangis mcm org gila :') thanks cause sanggup buat apa seja untuk me asal me happy even you sengsara . thanks cause always bagi me semangat utk hadapi semua my probs (: seriously , me btl2x tetau apa mao buat if you teda . you sgt caringg , penyayang , manja <3 and sgt pandai buat me ketawa :D if me teda mood , you jaa yg sanggup buat me happy even you penat mcmna pun asalkan you bole dgr me ketawa , kn sayang ? even 1 jam you mao pujuk me . you lansung nd kesah :) asal you dgr me happy . me miss you now :'( me mao hug you .you paling tau mcmna if me sad , even me nd ctau .you bole tau if me ada probs .you faham me .you mmg mcm my husband suda . hihihi :3 me sayanggggggggg you fullblast . me nd penah syg lelaki mcmna me sayang you (: if you nd bole kac happy me then mmg 1 hari you teda mood kn syg ? mono jaa tu muka :D hahaha ! if bole kn , me mao you 1 hari sma me ohh , jgn kac tnggal me :') tp yg funny tu kn syg , you nd pernah boring ni layan gaya me yg kuat nngis and kuat mrajuk ni :p kn ?aihh , suda laa . miss you sudaa :( nnt lg me update kayy ? bye sayang :D hehe . love you so much and miss you always <3 mwahh !

meet all my beloved awesome bestfriend :)

hello (: naahhh , sini laa sy mao kac kenal kamu sama bestie sy yg cute cute ;3 yg always ada bila sy perlu dorang ;3 kami senang sama sama , susah pun sama sama . kadang jaa laa tida . hahaha ! err , banyak suda secrets sy dorang simpan (: ? hehe . awesome kan ? sayang dorang






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yeahhh ! ini saya :3 FARAH NUR FADHILLAH <3 sy kenal diri sy since i was born ;)  panggil sy fiffy :3 err , and i'm taken by luke  24.07.2011 is the date (: bah , cukup . itu jaa . jan lebi lebi ;p hehehe

ini NORSOPHIANEE SHAMAYA <3 cute kn ? panggil jaa dea shamaya tp sy gelar dea Qiqqy :3 hehe . dea kawan sy, sy kenal dea since sy form 1 . first time jumpa dea sy ingat dea budak baik gila babi ni -.- rupa nyaa , dea laa budak paling sowt d sch .dea cute .besa laa , sy kn baik  , always memuji ;p sehhh ! HHAR ;D dea SINGLE .

ini STEFANI NIKKI DE GUSMAN <3 sho prettay :3 panggil dea steffy tp sy panggil dea nikki  . kami kenal since sy primary 5 . if ada apa apa masalah mesti sy kac luah sama dea , apa lagi if pasal boy ;p dea jaa laa tempat sy meluah ni .dea faham sy . dea baik okay ? funny lg . if dea ketawa . YA ALLAH ! funny gila babi . hahaha ! if rehat kami always kumpul sama sama . if malas mao makan mmg share share makanan kawan . tapi ni org ni tabarus ni -.- smpai dea slalu send msg sama kami semua ' okay guys , jgn lupa bawa mknan tomorrow ;) gajah mao makan ' matai -.- sakit kepala sy baca . hehe . dea SINGLE :) mao isi borang ? add dea , stefani nikki d fb .

err , ini NURY SYAHIRAH BTE IMBRAN . yg picture d atas tu twins dea and syahirah ni kaka (: dea ni baik sangat and memahami tp cepat blurrr -.- hahahaha ! if org tegur dea , dea senang terima and dea manjaaa , hehehe ! if dea gaduh kn , errr ! teda laa . hehe . dea jenis yg boleh terima teguran org and cold jerr tp susah mao MOVE ON -.- .dea taken sama mohd saifullah since 17.o4.2011 (: doii -.- tu date macam kenal .

ini NURAZIRAH ZULAIKHA . dea ni ummm , susa mao cakap .hehe . dea baik and always tolong saya tp always ejek name c luke  . bapa dea spotting gilaa . hehe ! if dea memaki , YA ALLAH ! tuhan jaa yg tau . if dea ketawa lg laa . matai -.- mao runtuh bangunan . hahahaha ! dea cute and banyak peminat . limited edition ba ni ;p hehe . dea taken sama pengkid ! eee -.- kin panas . tp hope dea happy laaaaa

nahhh , ini budakk suda punya turnn :) dea cute , prettay , kind and so on . HHAR ;D  fullname dea MILYNELA MANANG . she's one of my bestie tp now dea jahat . sehh ! nd bahh . jkjk ;p hahaha ! dea bebeh kan ? hot lg :O wow ! kesayangan si billy joe ni mati kita . hahahaha ! boy dea and boy sy kawan :) andd , c mily ni baik , tp if dea tengah becakap trus kena potong , nahhh ! disana laa dea panas gila babi . hahaha ! sy kenal dea since sy form 1 jgk . first time dea nampak dea dea bilang sy minta puji and dea benci sy :( pity me . tp now dea sayang sy tuuu . sy tauu :D hehehe ! always main main ni sma dea cause kami satu kepala . 

AND THIS IS OUR PICTURES :)

TIME JALAN D CP <3

NAHH , BE'TRIP ;3

PEACE ^^ TIME OTW MAO P KBOX :3

TENGOK , MASING MASING ADA STYLE BEDIRI -.- SY PALING WEIRD ;P  nemind , just IGNORE my ugly face :3

sy sama c miwihhhnewaa @ milynela :3

kenal sepa d blakang tu ? time d just for you . pilih pilih barang utk present my mum time dea birthdayy last yearr . baik kan durang tlg sy cari (: tp pilihan s Qiqqy laa jgk paling manang ;p

sepa laa dua budak ni aah . after sch trus chaw p cp -.- ish ish ishhh ! hahahahaa xp 

ugly ? dhurhhh , who caress :p hehehe ! d kfc , nmpak ni budak nngs then sy dtg dea diam . direct kena ambi gmbar oleh c sara . hehehe . 

ze beast :p ehhh , salahh ! ze bees . hehehe ! cute kn kn kn ? yeahhh ! i know :D

Deq , sy tau kau cute and macho :P tapi sy handsome sy diam diam jaa pun . hehehehe

sy sma nikki :) sy tau bibir sy keringg and pelik , just ignore it , idc ;p kbai

     THE END :3
     after baca likeylike and follow me kayy ? sayang kamu :3
                                             

it's all about him :')

hello hello hello :3 petangg td baru lepas jmp dea :') eee ! mishh sudaa sama dea balik ;'3 first tuu , dea call .dea ckp nnt dea dtg ruma cause ada something yg pntng dea mao cakap -.- sy yg beselera gila mao makan pun direct kenyang baa ;p haha !

trus suda brapa minit tuu , dea text ' sayang , kluar dulu kejap ' trus dea call . blum dea sempat ckp apa apa suda sy potong . sy ckp kejap kejap ;p trus sy kluar p tmpt dea :') trus sy direct sad ni . actually sy mao hug dea ba tu tp dea bikin panas ;p then dea bisik d tlinga sy ' I MISS YOU ' then dea ckp SORRY sama saya cause lama nd call and text :) pdhal baru 2 hari jaa pun . hahaha ! well , org busy sama girlfriend baruu kn ? besa laa , c luke busy sama DAMAI :D hahaha ! nd baa . mrajuk nnt dea if t'baca ni . hehehe .

and yg something penting tu dea ckp pasal ... errr , MALAS SY MAO INGAT ! nngis lg sy nnt -.- well , org manja mmg gini . tapuji kn ? idc apa org mao ckp :) sy manja sama couple sy baaaa . nd kan sy manja sma my beloved couple , kamu pulaa yg sakit ? kn ?! hehehehehe <3


then suda tuuu , okay okayy suda . sy hug dea kuat kuat smpai dea t'keluar suara ni . HAHA ! jahat kn sy ? hehe ! nthen sy ckp sma dea ' sayang , me turun kejap kay ? mao masuk ruma' sy masuk then p ambi chocolate milk dea ;3 cause time sy p labuan tuu sy ada kac beli dea chocolate :3 itu pun kelam kabut tuu p ambi . trus sy bagi deaa. and sy shocked cause at the same time dea pun ada kac beli saya something :3 baju mickey mouse colour merah <3 awww , so cute and sweet ! hihi :3 tp bikin panas ni cause dea beli yg brabis kecik ba . terasa yg badan I ni terlebih kecik d mata dea -.- HHAR ~ pityy me :(


kami ceta ceta pastu dea hug sy dari blakang :3 trus dea suru sy pusing blakang jgn tgk dea . sy buat laa :) then dea ambi my hankey yg  dea simpan . dea ikat d muka dea then dea kac tunjuk sy . eee ! miss suda sma tuu hankeyy :'( wangi ni td sy hiduu .trus sy ckp laa yg dea nd bole hidup tnpa damai :p sengaja mao kac rimas dea . hahaha! trus sy ckp kirim slm damai tu , jga dea bagus bagus . sy ckp sma dea macam nd mao berenti ni mulut sy . HAHA ! maybe dea rimas and ....... dea tarik sy direct hug sy and kac sellotape mulut sy. sehhhh ! nd ba .and kac brenti sy ckp . suda mcm brapa minit gituu my uncle dtg . then sy ckp sma dea sy mao pulang suda . trus dea hug sy . sikit lg jatuh tngga -.- nasib dea hug sy kuat kuat time tuu :) superhero kn ? besa laa . hehehe ~


errr, hope itu bukan last time kami jumpa :') sy just mao kastau kamu yg saya FARAH sayang love cinta rindu miss c LUKEY <3 hehehe ! kastau dea yg sy sayang dea , 0kay ? hehe . baibai . takecare .

I only can smile just to hide the pain (':

hahaha ! baru jaa balik ruma ni . and and and baru balik dari labuans <3 hehe ! still ingat baa time d labuan , masuk masuk jaa kreta direct kena soal siasat sma mama tersayang ;p mama tny ' ehh , bilaa lg farah guna rantai samseng neh ? huruf L lg -.- ' then sy ckp ' ehh , bukan dari duluu lg kaa ? mama ni kn yg nd prasan ' trus mama ckp ' haiihhh , mcm mama nd tauu ! L for Lukeyy kn ? hahahahaha ! and i was like :O :O :O hahahah ! direct diam and tukar topic ;p hehehe ! tp before pulang p papar ,mlm tuu monthsary sy sma org kiki :p sehhh ! nd baa , anuu sma c luke ;p jam 11 lebi tuu dea call then sy tny dea d damai or nd . then first tuu dea ckp nd then second time tuu trus dea ckp , nd laa . d damai ni :p trus automatic sy no mood ;p HAHAHA ! pdhal monthsary kami aah tu timee . tp itu last laa dea call sampai skrangg dea teda call (: haha ! maybe busy kali kann ? nemind :) i'll try to understand his situation * kunun * hahaha ! tp situation sy teda org mao faham . tp actually bnyk cer sy mao ceta sama dea ni tp well , diri ini telah dilupakans :) sehhhh ! memandaii jerr :D hahahaha ! lgpun ada something sy mao bagi dea ni . and bnyk mao kac luah sma dea tp ' EVERYTIME SY PERLU DEA , DEA JARANG ADA ! '  sangat menyedihkan </3 tp kac biar laa dea . dea busy tuu sama kawan kawan dea yg terSAYANG </3 awww ! hehehe . lgpun sy ni teda hak mao larang dea buat apa yg dea suka . kn ? i tak suke kongkong org laa . biar laa dea happy sama hal dea . even dea busy memanjanggg :3 sy still sayang dea and mishh dea sgt sgt :D hehe ! tp seriouslyy , ada 1 hal yg btl2x sy mao dea tauuu and ini pasal my mum :'( nd bole suda sy simpan sendiri sendiri . sama dea jaa sy mao meluahh tp dea teda . aihh , nemind :') just forget it .nepaya laa ctau dea tu. nd penting jgk bagi dea . kay laa , sy tidurr dluu kayy ? nite nitee :'3